i want my ex to leave me alone..but i still have...
...feelings for him? okay where to begin>? theres this quy. he & i have been hooking up since the beginning of 7th grade, im now almost a sophmore.i know im young so if you're gonna tell me that.. dont bother. honestly its a really complicated story. He's a really really big player and its like weird because we broke up for good, in august but the thing is i still care for him A LOT! and its been five months and every day there is a moment where i think of him...but i dont want him back. he'll text me talking about he misses me and im like okay>? so we started just being i guess friends with benefits and i didnt like that so i told him i didnt wanna be another one. so we didnt talk for awhile and he texts me again to go over! thats my problem this quy only texts me when he wants me to go over! im not doing that and i told him so he got really mad and well yeah &*^% here and &^%*& there lol. but he told me that he wouldn't have gotten mad if he didnt care. he texts me he misses me then doesnt text me again?
i just want him to leave me alone so i can move on........ but he wont and i dont want to tell him cuz i still have feelings for him. help; advice>?
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